My shattered Heart

I told myself that God had forgotten me. I never thought i would find Love.After a lifetime of pain and nights filled with loneliness. You came along as my angel in disguise.A mistake shattered my fairy tale land. Not a single minute i have thought that i will be blue again. Never in my life i thought that love will turn his back away from me. Despite of everything i am standing strong and head up high. I know everything will be ok. It is rare to find someone to connect with. When i met you i know i've found the love in you. I opened up my heart to you. When it finally, came along, i cherished and prized you. Love so sweet that night was not long enough for all the kisses to be shared. I always said that after a lifetime of looking I would know him as soon as i met him. Then you came and you took my breath away. But i was foolished to believe that our love was matched in heaven. I asked God why over and over. Haven't I cried enough in my lifetime? What misdemeanor am I paying for? How could you be so cruel? I survived my dark nights but here i am again sorrow and blue. Today is a new day. Springtime. The newness of the season. New beginnings. Just move on. It will be ok. Perhaps someday someone will see that maybe I was the one that God sent to him. The woman for him to love, to cherish, to give him hope, to hold his hand.The nights of passion, beautiful blue-eyed children, a life filled with love. Letting go is the hardest thing to do. So i say, i let you go. And i'm glad, not sad, for the time we loved each other.